It'S CoMpLiCaTeD

2010-03-05T19:04:00.000-08:00

my blog is dead for dont knoe how long lerh.
here to revive it :D
its been hectic weeks of sec three. Term one's ending.
tyme flies aye ?
seriously need to bulk up in my studies lohs .
like what the hell . im gonna die if i stay like this.
LOLOL. This is onlyy th starting...

everytyme i saw you , didnt dare to open my mouth.
there's this restriction within me , i couldnt muster th courage to talk to you.
i bloody hell hate myself .
should i open my bloody golden mouth ?
but i know ,
saranghae (:

if tyme could only stand still.

2009-09-01T06:14:00.000-07:00

i'd rather stay 14.
i'd rather be alone.
i'd rather be with my frens.
i'd rather stay in school.
i dont wanna grow up.
i couldnt face my future.
the reality in front of my life's path.
i didnt want to.
bet its gonna be full of pain.
its gonna be hurting.
im not prepared.
i didnt want to embrace it.

today i damn fucked up sianz at home larh.
wth. i prefer sku. at least got my frens.
they rock like nno one's business.
hah. gawd. i missed saturday.
epic high me. LOL>
i wish tyme would stay dhere. lol. WISH.
hahas[: i dont noe what to say liao.
so bye bye. ciaozxc.

eoy exam is coming up. i need to buck up.
ladies and gentlebots, i need your tutorials.
tyvm. i love you.[:

'cuz hearts will break...

2009-08-31T05:52:00.000-07:00

lets turn back tyme to saturday, 29 august 2009.
morning i woke up at arnd 7.00am
lol. i had pre-camp trng.
taxi-ed to sku with xin xian[: (as usual)
dhen build tent. xx cooking.
blahh blahh. fast forward tyme~~~
the pasta was nice[:
the trng ends at approximately 2.30 and me and xx chiong-ed home to bathe.
we had to get bak to sku by 3.30 cos we had rod. LOL.
hahas[: we taxi-ed to sku again:D funn leyy[:
the ncc was later than us. Lol. how cann liddat.xD
the sky blue shirt and the baby pink shirt looks uber nice cann!:D
everryone wore different socks[: so cool![:
i sprayed my hand blue cos my gloves disappeared!=x now still got abit of the ink.
zomg. camwhore-d with RIFDI,HAZIQ & DEARH PEI YEE! [:
so nice![: woots. the four of us so high.xD
i liked the night! but it just whozzed past so quickly.):
how saddening. im still thinking about saturday now.
if onlyy tyme could stay still and stop on that very night...

RIFDI!
PEIYEE!
HAZIQ!
SYAFIQ!
ELVIN!
-at least you guys talked to me. unlike th others.
anti-social. whateva lorh. so pek cek cann!
i will miss that faithful night.

monday.31st august2009
its teachers day celebration.
released earlehh today.
didnt go bak prim sku cos lotsa ppl were busy.
so i watched movie with xx and py.
the proposal. super nice.
when i gpot home. the ranting starts.
when will it ever stop?):

mum,dad, get-a-life!
you guys kept saying my results sucked this term.
"i didnt work hard"
"always stay out late"
"results drop so much"
" too skacking"
"ask you help your bro, you dont want, always give excuses"
im typing out what you guys always nagged over the phone.
do you understand me? have you ever spared a thought for me? NO.
im always the one receiving pressure though my resukts were much better off than his.
oh please. this is plain biased-ness. you often say he hopeless cann only rely on me.
my foot! you didnt give him pressure and just a few sweet nothings and your heart melted.
then i get the scoldings and he got the get-aways.
fine lorh. my fault my fault. he SO INNOCENT okayh? happy?
no matter how hard i work, nth chipped into your head,
NOTHING. not my efforts. not my results. not the pressure im facing.
but plain nothing. just your constant so called "for my sake".
for once, mum, dad, stop it.
the 6 slashes on my hand reminds me of the number of times i had to face this, all alone.
and do you both noe the pain? NO,

dhere's nothing else i can do.

2009-08-26T04:11:00.000-07:00

phew. today was a kewl day i suppose.
had pe early in the morning. played floorball.
FUNN! :D esp, with angela, krystal and joanne chan![:
hahas[: sumpa.
dhenw as mother tongue. had listening comprehension. LOL.
geography i got bak test paper[:
quite happy with the results[:
science miss koh never come.LOL.
kinda slacking period for all of us.(:
today after sku i nth on lorh[:
how sad!D:
today i reached home super early. 3.30 wth.
dhen i do sudoku until i fell asleep=.-

whats wrong with my heart?
its feeling LOST. guess it has lost its sense of direction.
aimlessly walking in the packed market,
i constantly think. constantly thinking of you.
hope my life continues to be filled with many ppl;
i need to wake up.
from my once so called fantasy land.
& i need your help.

cuz when you're not there enough, nothing seems to go right.

2009-08-25T21:51:00.000-07:00

today, life's not normal.
when you get all the funneh funneh stressful things encircling around you.
lemme tell you, it totally sucks.
its not fun. nor thrilling.
its just plain shyty.
dang. all the lil lil things in my life are irking me.
freaking hellish lawt.
today i not happy. emo-ed during recess.
gahhhhh; what to do?
i've a shyt life.
after sku have indian thriller. LOL.
intending to modify the steps. and luckily the sec 1s ncc came bak in tyme and dance with us.
if not GG will be so retarded cann! ty ppl[: SAVIOURS![:
i had funn with them. i met new juniors & im proud[:
1. syafiq
2.elvin
3.rivdi
4.hazim
5.haziq
5.wei keong
6.koi heng
7.irwan
8.daniel
9.wei xiang
still have; but i forgotten lerh=s
they cheered me alot better up! [:
ty guys!xD
sexy bf, you're still the nicest guy alright! :D

cos when no one's dhere to hold you on.

2009-08-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

never thot i'd felt this way;
cause ever since it started, it didn;t stop.
i need a lil bit more of a courage.

today i am on my ups and downs.
i had iap. cooked cookies. me with poh yong same grp.
our cookies fantastico; one and onlyy type in the world.
you noe wy> i tell you.
cos it's plain chao ta! when all u taste is the burnt part.
im gonna get food poisoning soon.
lol.
dhen was mother tongue then english and maths,
after sku still got malay.
i didnt sleep during malay today.
i was talkign with my sexy hot bf[:
hahas[: he so nice:D
whoos~ lahh lahh(:
tomorrow hav LSP paper 3; cfm guarantee chop dead.
haiz. how how? who cann save me?
haiz.im ddying. deep down inside.
i've no idea whats becoming of me.
my life is screwed; so screwed.
tml might be a better day cuz my sexy hot bf would be in sku.[:
hahas[: guess nid go prepare test lerh. ciaozxc.[:

die. i want study liao.

2009-08-20T06:11:00.000-07:00

zech said he would help mi in my humans and maths and science.
sad for him. i so dumb.(:
in return; i will help him with chinese,LOL.
aiyohhh, term test sure die for me.
awh....life so boring. use comp i dno what to do.
lol. tmd man. aiyohhh.
tml i have training. OMG.
sec2 life gonna end leyy.
omg. i so gonna miss my fwens.
phew. reflecting bak into my life.
i've slacked too much. haiz.
buck up man!i so gonna die lahh/.
tmd,tmd.tmd,tmd,
zomg.
he is so SUPER NICE.
Tyty sexy bf [:

If life could be a lil more fair...

2009-08-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

Many times i tried; many times i cried.
But the countless explanations i'd given you; it doesnt seem to work
gahhh; im losing faith.
losing faith in nobody, but YOU.
Days are getting lesser.
as each day pass; im nearing my death.
i have no confidence, how long we'd last.
it seemed that you didnt care now.
i tried to make things better, u didnt seem to appreciate.
i guess im loosing you,
for maybe we dont belong together.
for maybe you onlyy treated me as your veh good fren.
for maybe you had a crush on elseone.
pls tell me; i wanna noe.
i dont want to find out the trut about things from somebody else.
its hurting; its unfair; its irritating you noe.
when will i noe, when will i feel; a sense of security?
with you around, i guess things are getting worse.
i dont think you feel the same way towards me like you did the other tyme.
so tell me, WHAT'S THE POINT?

it wouldnt be easeyh.

2009-08-13T21:56:00.000-07:00

WHATS THE POINT:
-of holding on when no one's there to save you.
-of living life when everything u do is wrong.
-of changing my mind when whateva i say does not work.
-of living through this endless life when im at the brink of death.
-of telling you when you wouldnt be of help.
-of explaining when all i did was wrong.
-of moving on ahead in life when all i worry about is the present.
-of expressing myself; when no one is god damn bloody hell caring?

i wouldnt be alone tonight, if that faithful you havent left in the midst of the darkness.i wouldnt be alone if one day they would ever side with me. i wouldnt be alone if i learn to grow up. i wouldnt be alone if i noe how to express my opinion. I WOULDNT BE, ALONE.

i need help. i need support. i need care. i need concern. im falling. im weak. im breaking down. im drifting away.

it wouldnt be easeyh; for me to cope all these stress; ALONE.

2009-08-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

i want:

--TAIWAN!
--HONG KONG
--BEI JING!
--KOREA
--JAPAN
--KOTA TINGI
--NEW ZEALAND
--AUSTRALIA
--SYDNEY
--RUSSIA?
--ITALY
--ARGENTINA
--PARIS
--EUROPE
--EGYPT
--HOKKEIDO
--SWITZERLAND
--JORDAN
--SPAIN
--TAIWAN!
many mnay more! [[:

BLOGGER IS FINALLY OKAY-ed!

2009-08-05T06:31:00.000-07:00

goddamit! bloody blogger can use liao. LOL.
havent been posting for ages cos of stupid blogger problems.D;

sunday.
i went to cher's wedding. she so chio![[:
aft that me, murni, dewy,jasmine, pei yee & li yi went slacking.
we went to AMK hub. we cam-whored a lot!(:
mii and murni were super crazy about the basketball thingy in the arcade[[:
super funnc ann! MURNI! PEI YEE! we shall go again! [[:

monday.
i ahd history test. think im gonna flunk it.
congrats. cos i didnt noe how do. good game
had malay. LOL. i was sleeping again. woah![[:
aiyahhhh. what terrible life. problems after problems.
hate them! argh!

tuesday.
today got test again.D:
its short maths test and australian maths quiz.
its freaking hard.
i hate chapter 6
i hate chapter 6
i hate chapter 6
i hate chapter 6
i hate chapter 6
i hate chapter 6 ):
haiyoooooo D:
australian maths quiz so diff i dont noe how to do. haiz.
last part i give up i come up with numbers.[[:
hahas.[[:
congrats[[:

today;wednesday.
today got TESTS again... had english term test and maths
topical test. ZOMG. LOL>!
OMG OMG OMG. haiz. wan dan liao. good game.D:

it's TERM 3 ; FOCUS IN, Jolene!

2009-07-14T02:01:00.000-07:00

lol. im currently at jasmine tan house. hahas.(:
sohpeiyeeee is screaming basically cuz SHE"S SCARED OF DOGS!:D
hahas(:
yeah. i noe her weakness liao.
lol. we came jasmine hse split job only.. dhen play"D
hahas(:
lol.
jasmine say i use her comp use until veh qi jing.
xD lol. i dont noe what to talk about. this few days a lot homework
& projects):
oh mi god. never mind...
dont noe wat to say liao.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

):

2009-07-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

am i dreaming or am i not?
am i falling or am i not?
am i drifting apart or am i not?
am i me, myself and i , or am i not?
am i loving you so much or am i not?
are we drifting apart or are we not?
am i concerned or am i not?
am i liking elseone or am i not?
am i ending this or am i not?
-not dreaming.
-falling
-drifting apart.
-guess im still myself
-guess i dont love ******* that much
-guess that we're drifting apart.
-guess im strting to lose concern
-guess im liking elseone.
-not sure if im ending this.

times after times, you told me you'll love me.
times after times, i kept thinking that you;re lying
tmes after times, i realise you dont seem to be you.
times after times, your words are getting meaningless.
times after times, someone told me you're lying.
times after times, i believe you really did.
times after times, im pressurizing myself. comforting myself.
telling myself. that all was nothing but lies.
times after times, i figured out the truth.
(not talking about you , zk.srsly, not you)
times after times, im not sure if i can keep you.

2009-07-08T06:24:00.001-07:00

blahh. today is wednesday.
slacking day.
but i still turned up in sku at th usual timing.
iap was...ok?
we do research on our food tahday.
dhen was science.
went to science lab. LOL.
lab partner was: poh sze hui=.-
wahh, he act until so wu seh.
think he will do experiment correcylt, dhen in th end lehh. LOL!
dhen we re-do lohs. at least mine is betta dhen his. (:
lol.
maths was next. we had a short test on pythagoras theorem.
felt that it was easy.
and, we do a bit of 6.3 work,
and deng deng deng deng,
th bell rang.
lessons are over, end sku.
i had guitar course, at 4.30. went eating with serene, pei lih, jia yi.
found out smth terrible. gawd.
and, guitar course was funn cann? (:
and, woots. im yours is more fun than th reason i think.
lol.
anyways, though tiring, tahday was funn. (:

2009-07-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

hello. (:
today is the first day of school of week 2.
LOL!
anyways, classs was filled with laughter thanks to
KIN GUAN & a bit of JOEL. (:
kin guan super funny cann.
he keep lao-lan-ing. (:
lawlh. though is dirty, but he say until veh....u noe? (:
dhen he playing chess half way miss gian suddenly come in,
dhen he shout HEY MISS GIAN! (:
me and angela laugh like crazy siah!(:
kin guan is the joker. woots(: miss wong sometimes also mesmerised by his talking and stuff. (:
overall, today was fun. (:
i lazy post too long=x
bye. will update soon. (:

sweets for free!(:

2009-07-02T06:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO ! (:
i so miss blogging !
but i super lazy post !
although i super love to see ppl blog! :DD
todays thursday.
nothing much happened in school. LOL.
i gave sweets today. (:
cheers! (:
wo shi hao ren. xD
i give:
-JOANNE.
-KRYSTAL.
-KIN GUAN.
-NICOLE.
-SHAFIQAH.
-JOEL.
-DIANNE.
-KAI WEN.
-JIAN LIN.
-LEROY.
-KANGSHUO.
-SHERRIN.
-FREDERICK.
-MURNI.
-SIMON.
-SANDEEP.
YAHH! quite a list right? (:
thats wy i say wo shi hao ren. xD
woots! (:

who want sweet? come find me at 2e6! :D
LIMITED SUPPLY ONLY !
GET IT NOW ! (:

P/S: sweets not alot. i not that rich. cant buy that many.(:
PP/s: was supposed to go asknlearn i come promote sweet. WOW! :D
PPP/S: i super love/hart 2e6 now ! (:

2009-06-17T03:24:00.000-07:00

It's the 3rd week of hols now. how tyme flies.
i dread school ! i miss 2e6 !
yahh....many things happen recently.
gahhh....
WHATS WRIONG WITH ME> wHATS WRONG WITH MY HEART?
IS IT ILL?):
i've to overcome the pain of losing you.
my hearts in a horrible state now.
ruined. totally ruined.
it aint a heart anymore. its junk.
i feel like throwing it away.
you came like a dream into my life, i appreciated it alawt.
i sincerely thank you for what you've done for me all this while.
thank you for treating me your best all this time.
thank you for being my precious all this while.
thank you for forgiving all the wrongdoings that i've done.
BUT, im sorwie,
i've got to let you go.
got to set you free and see you happy.
i cant keep you by my side when we dunt really noe each other.
thats selfish.
im taking a big step forward by ending my selfishness.
i cant hold on to you forever.
in this complicated world, i find myself a piece of shyt.
no life shyt.
why's this happening to me ?
somethings wrong with me.
super wrong. so wrong that no medicine would cure.
i know you're disappointed once more.
you once said that u didnt want to get hurt anymore.
but i hurt you .
i believe theres no turning back.
i believe you would never forgive me.
i believe, it's the end.
no amount of sorwie can make it up to you.
no amount of sorwie can turn back tyme.
no amount of sorwie can make you not hate me.
but, im sorwie.
i've got to let go.
for the benefit of you to find someone you really really love.
i noe im useless to you now.
but, im sorwie,
i've got to let go.):

2009-06-09T00:21:00.000-07:00

hellowh hellowhs!
people, life is super boring without yall leh....D:
holidays is...wtf.
so many homework i might as well go sku cann...
at leasat cann play and have funn with you ppl...
and and and!
i super miss ANGELA, QAMARUL, JOHARI !
i super duper uber sia!
im rotting at home....so rotting..
later decompose jiu die liao, bye bye liao.
lawlh!
kayy lahh kayy a=lahh...
last week was a busy week...

saturday afternoon to sunday night...
i went chalet with my relatives...
monday aft to wed morn,
i went chalet with my frens of class 1e4.
well, basically, its a chalet-thon?
well, wtf, i dont noe wats that word bt i just randomly put...xD
both were funn.
but with frens one more fun...xD
first day, nothing leh...slack in the room...
second day also...
only 2nd night then start to funn...:]]
we had erm, barbeque & night cycling ! :D
super fun can?!
Me, Sherrin, Serene, Pei lih, Yuan deng, Qamarul, Sandeep, Johari, Ernest, Yong hao
went night cycling.
quite a big group eh?
but we split.
i was with sherrin,serene, pei lih, yuan deng, ernest and yong hao.
lawlhs. yong hao and ernest led the way cos we dno go whre. xp
exciting, scaryy but but but! FUNN ! :D
dhen we came to e playground. we go play. well, we have deprived childhood, so must hui yi yi xia...xp
dhen after that got white sands macdonald buy drinks...
went bak to chalet there, almost 4am
we chatted...we intended to tawn one...but fail...
lawlh. everyone was tired...
dhen next day liao must bye bye so sad leh...
but but but ! we intend to plan agin, this tyme, tawn 2 nights! :D

thursday had beading session, we made pendants(:
friday was civil defence course...
DASHING ACROSS THE ROAD WAS SUPER FUN CAN !(:
then at there saw candle, wahs, so qiao(:
bla bla. night was cca bbq.
quite funn, food not bad too!{:

so yeah, now, im stuck at home, doing absolutely nothing.
homeworks are piling and they're decomposing.
to prevent them from being so,
gotta go touch them,
till laters{:

2009-05-27T22:20:00.000-07:00

hellowhs all(:
it's been ages.
i might blab alawt today...
today was cross country. thenhave to wake up super duper uber damn early...D:
i woke up at 6. Serene called me. morning call. hahas:)
thanks serene. well, supposed to meet her but in th end never leh....
ahhas. lucky angela was dhere. hahas(:
MY SI DANG IN 2E6:]]
actually i told them i wasnt going to run, but in the end i ran
i dunno why. i have the tempation to run lohs. jiu pao.
then finished the race lerh, waas like freaking damn thirsty.
lucky got sell drinks. then i go buy 100 plus lohs.
lucky i bought i t early if not later bo liao. dhen horh,
i walking bak to my class there.
got this tentage mahs, i walk walk walk dhen i holdd the metal thingy supporting the tentage.
then i dno got one needle protruding out.
then i kicked it, i knew cfm will have blood. so i never see.
then in the end relli hav when my fren told me.
lawls. i dun want go jab dhere lohs.
miss wong forced me to go wash it.
so ting hua, follow instructions lohs:D

now, my leg's better i guess.
i dunno whats happening inside the bandage, but...
so yeahs. i hope will recover faster.
thanks for your concerns people:}}

you never knew the many betrayals that you've done.
you never know whats happening between our friendship.
you never know cause you never cared.
im afraid im losing my once close fren to you.
you've been with her, and i haven;t
tymes with you were getting lesser.
that one mistake, that once hatred. you said that it's been resolved.
but i know you still hate me, for not standing up.
for not being with you, im loosing you, friend.
do you realise, no you dont.
that fiery in your eyes, that strong sense of betrayal,
yes you cann run, yess you cann hide,
but sooner or later,
you'll just lie.
its worsening, can it be salvaged?
dearh, i nt toking abt you,
i wun say you liddat derh.
i forever love you wan kay?:}
wo ai ni:]]

2009-05-19T05:28:00.000-07:00

hmmm....thought i'd drop by and post a short post.:]]
life's been....gahhh....terrible.
im on tenterhooks about MYE results.
im afraid i did badlyD:
i've this strong feeling):
i've studied hard, but have these studies been too lil?
gahhh....
hope i'll score well...D:

so basically. today aft sku went slacking till 4 plus.
dhen i go home.
lawls. veryy tired.dno wys...)"

eh, waa sianz. i no mood post sia!D:
k lahh. dun post lerh.
bye bye.

geog was ok....

2009-05-12T01:39:00.000-07:00

woooooooo....
lemme take a lil break...

kay.anyways. todya had geograpgy paper
ws quite okay cuz i've studied and mugged for it...
i pured in my hart and soul leh.
its a miracle!:D
tomorrows history,,,D:
dammit. so sianz
i dun like history.
but somehow i scored better than geog in sec one.
i preferred geog.
but....now i dunno.
sianz.
needa go study lerh. k.
thats all.
bye!
jiayous all for history!:D

when you're habing funn over dhere, havbe you ever thought of what im doing? do you even noe that im tearing in e absence of you? no, you dont.

2009-05-05T04:26:00.000-07:00

hellowhs ! :]]
so sad...its the exam period. and there's stil
4 more paper to go.
guai lan.
verii scared lohs....
i scare i do badD:
verii scare.
hope god will save me.
please. i beg you.

as its e exam periods. there'll be lesser opportunities
to post!
lawls.
sad harh?
well....must wait until next thursday i suppose.
i want exams to be OVER!
ahhhhhh....
well, i noe no point me being so helpless.
it'll worsen my condition.
so i'll just have to face up to reality.
nothing else but mugging after mugging after mugging
so yupp.
must jiayous. do parents proud
so i june cann go out.
kk lahh.
i gotta go andmug lerh.
buai buai!:]]

dar dar, wo ai ni.
yong yuan yong yuan de ru ci ai ni.
give me ur hand,
and i'll hold it tight.
give me ur fragile heart,
and i promise i'll not break it.:]]

i realised something....terrible...

2009-04-29T04:24:00.000-07:00

Evening earthlings! evening to you, my papa my mama, my lobster,my didi(s), e trees, e flowers, e tree branches, e leaves, and of cuz, you! tat very important you!(: :]
currently doing: blogging!=.-
currently wishing: his tuition to end asap!
currently hoping: my mother tongue paper will not be toooooooo chim!:x

lemme starrt with today.
had english paper. waaa....kinda chim. gawd. i scare coompo write li ti=x e compre quite toungh. i scare Cannot Make It! gawd....i cannot fail ang moh sia...cann die. like kan cai tou liddat, e knife move once u si liao. lawls.
dhen went look for lin lao shi. learn chang wen shuo duan, had a better understanding of it. i hope that i will understand the passsage tml....D: tml is mother tongue....haiz haiz haiz. on tenterhooks.
neh mind. shall o revise it....later. lawls.

life is so boring. so tough.
wy all e exams so quickly?
wy cant tyme just stop here, right nw?
and we;ll eva be secondary 2 eva with one another.
how great!
but i no tis thought of mind would NEVER EVER come true.
even if it does. the worldmust be having some wrongs.
either the sun rises from the west
or the sky has toppled.
so yeah.
life is ever liddat.

eh, ba po. dun anyhw say leh>
spread spread spread.
anyhw invade people privacy,
tink u my who>
lao bu>
nope! never!
just a *** following people.
i want post what is noyb.
dun come kpo interfere.
nobody asked u to in e first place
whadieva!
eat shyt kao bei 700 woman.
bitch, no such frens in my contacts.
no such frens in my world.
get it? dhen fk off my life lahh!

never really said too much
afraid it wouldnt be enough
just try to keep my spirits up
when there's no point in grieving...
Doesnt matter anyway...

i love you behbey!(dun try kp mii chee bye kia!)
i sae whadieva i want.
and i want say i love you to my precious sotong.
he is my love. the one that made me smile
at the sight of his messages.
dun worry too much boi,
i will love you no matter who u are.
whether you're tall, short, skinny, or fat, or anything,
i will love you with all my heart,
just promise me you;ll stand by me,
and i will,
i will,
love you now and forever,
cuz yi bu liang bu yi qi zou,
wo men yao yi qi shen huo!(:
mii love you,
a fact that will never change...:]]

D:

2009-04-23T06:38:00.000-07:00

hellowhs humans!
lets start off the post with...
me!
argh! i cant stand him no longer!
no no no!
wy wy wy?
dammit lahh.
im meant to be unlucky in my life.
its ever downright sarkish and
downright boring.
arghhhhhhh!
damn my goddamn life.
damn my fucking life.
wy made it so hard?
wy so hard that i hardly had any breathing space?
wy suffocate me and bring me to no choice but to
HATE YOU?
i've had enough of this kinda fucked up life.
it hurts.
ur face totally ruined my day.
self praise is internal disgrace.
i hope u noe that.
enough means enough.

lemme try to avoid that...
and kinda look on e bright side...
was about 3.30 whn i left sku(:
hahas(:
liyi asked me to eat.
there were:
LI YI , KAI YANG , MING TZE , of cuz ME lahh!(:
they cheered me up man!
thanks alot!:D
KAI YANG ang MING TZE cre8ing stupid jokes that
made me laughed the shyt outta me.

Li Yi heard before but she still laughed like crazy.
lawls.
thanks a lot man the two guys!
really saved my day a lot!(:
dhen we went what ar...
hilltop...
dhen play swing, they play prank on liyi throw liyi shoe.
dhen i keep laughing. lawls.
i cant do anything. its too high. i noe im short.
dhen....i realised one thing...
i forgot how to play SWING!D:
gosh! should practice more!(:
jiu..i really kinda forgot e incident with the jokes of the two guys
and the accompany of a girl!(:
thanks!(:

hahas(: no you're not ugly.
you're how u are, who u are.
and i love just the way that u are.
dun change for the sake of me,
for u would be a different person i wouldnt know.
stay how you are now...
and i swear
form the bottom of my heart
i will take whateva it takes to
love you wholeheartedly(:

sarkish life.

2009-04-16T05:56:00.000-07:00

Gawd!
life is getting so sarkish for me!
downright boring,
downright freakish.
wtf man.
i didnt know you changed,
like freaking hell so much.
wasnt even talking to you, wy care?
wy poke your nose into this matter in the first place?
who told you to? no one.
im getting so....pissed...
irritated,,,,disgusted,,,whateva!
like im gonna care nymore.__.
ferget it, loosing you i will not die,
ferget it okayh, just ferget it?
abandon this friendship, i wun chap into ur matter
and you wun chap into mine.
wo men ge zou ge de,
ri zi hui hao guo xie...
i seriously didnt know,
just that conversion of yours,
and you;re now like an alien to me.
i pretended that it was nothing,
you didnt do that, i PRETENDED.
dhen, your sarkish attitude proved me so wrong, so wrong.
you diao-ed me when i smiled to you,
fine, kiang, you win.
shall i present an award for you?
i thot u were a gd fren, but yet again, im wrong,
i thot our cca de ppl are suppose to be a sister to 1 another?
wy this betrayal?
wy this stab in the back?
wy this factor to draw a clear line apart>
wy?

family problem. irritating.
makes my blood boil verytyme i was the blamed one.
wtf._.
700 lahh. my fault my fault.
fine lorh! you all win!
always biased to him nia,
give him all the best things,
leave shyt for me.
fine....
its like as though there is an apple,
part of it has moulded while the other part is still fresh.
you cut it into half,
gave me the moulded one
and the perfect fresh one to him
total biased-ness. whateva.
how i wish...
one day when i vcould no longer tolerate all these,
i could just pack my bag, leave the house and
NEVER turn back
that was when i believe i'll get my freedom
and ic ann fly like a bird...
so carefree...

but dhen again, let me say whats IN school today(:
just let me forget off that sha tan...
hmmm....today morning had lessons blah blah...
messaged him.
dhen recess blah blah...
skip skip skip.
dhen it was after sku:D
my favourite part(:
we had drama rehearsal till about 4 plus.
dhen i dun wanna go just yet cuz i waiting
for in xian and li yi:D
so....dhere were:
me, angela, qamarul, jie liang, johari,poh yong, wei ern.(:
hahas(: guess what we did?(:
we HANG-ED MAN-ED!(:
funn sia. might sound childish to you...
but seriously join in and u will noe what i meant(:
afterwards go eat dinner(:
dhen go home. dhen watch tv dhen now post(:
hahas(:
i onlyy wanted to say the HANGMAN
was SUPER<>
dun believe ask those people(:
hahas(:

heyhey!
im sorry for not messaging you of late,
i've been rather busy preparing for tests tests and tests!D:
so sorry!
dui bu qi!
yuan liang wo hao mahs?
wo zhi cuo lerh, lao gong.
dui bu qi.
da cong yi kai shi...
i've fallen for you,
i missed you everyday,
i yearn for you everynight.
you're part of my life now, you cant leave.
you're stuck here in my lil heart,
and i'll never let you go.
i love you,
i miss you,
i want you.
dun leave me alone.
wo zhong xin de iang ni shuo
sorry!
forgive me, hao mah?

zzz...

2009-04-09T05:26:00.000-07:00

hellowhs(:
blogging lerh(:

in short....

today was...gosh! irritated, pissed.
argh!
morning got lessons bla, bla,
dhen hmm...i had this stupid table mate=.-
wah liao...thot i could ren him...
im wrong, utterly wrong!
always ka ciao me, wats his problem?
he go disturb me from lessons=,-
fck larh. ppl wanna focus rite?
zzz...u dun care,
thats ur problem,
by all means, heck ur studies, slack lorhs.
notice the people arnd you, they're bulking up !
ka ciao ka ciao ka ciao, wat elsi cann you do?
kan ni na bu chao ji bye.
jia sai larh you!
yes ! im changing place !
yes ! im going to be free !
yes ! thanks for helping me with the
explanation too, sy(:
days of such, i had enough.
i feel like smacking your face today,
shout at you, scold you,
zzz....but cher was there...
i've had enough ! D:

Boii:
Your lips speak soft sweetness
your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
my heart beats within your chest

You're the mountain huge and high,
I'm the valley green and wide,
You're the body firm and strong,
And I'm a rib bone on your side,

Never have I fallen
but I am quickly on my way
you hold a heart in your hands
that has never before been given away

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay. (:

All I Ever Wanted Was A Simple Explaination

2009-04-08T06:55:00.000-07:00

hellowhs(:
blogging in(:
hahas(:
i totally dunno whats happening in school.

emotional broke down.
bridging is super boring!D:
thanks kai yang and frederick and jasmine though.
esp kai yang. his face can make ppl laugh de:D
thanks loads ppl(:

i wanted to pon....
but i scare later punishment is DC...
haiz..
kai wen funnyy...tell me crappy reasons...(:
lawls.

O.o waaa...
jl and kw...
zai horh...=.-
damn FAKE one cann?=.-
zzz...nvm. heck.
lawls.
i know, he know,
cann lerh.
and yarh, we're still fwens i suppose?(:

hey! sorry i cant message you this few days...D:
u noe...my message burst=x
dui bu qi mahs...
sorry that u've to wait so long, so sorry.
forgive me, kayy?
love you,
miss you,
want you,
need you.

2009-04-01T06:43:00.001-07:00

hellowhs(:
blogging in(:
basically, today was funny.
april fools mahs(:
hahas(:
jasmine damn cute(:
she tricked...xp
peiyee idea works(:
hahas(:
lawls.
dhen...
lessons lessons lessons.
dhen bridging=.-
kns. veryy sianz. but we wasted a lot tyme with e game.
cool sia(:
so manyy people never go...left 1 lesson nxt week i think.
yay! freeI(:
hahas("
yesterday was jasmine's birthday.
happy birthday gal!(:

i think you're fine,
you nearly blow my mind.
behbey, someday
you me can run away
i just want you to know,
I love you(:

behbey boii(:
wo hui yong yuan yong yuan qian zhe ni de shou
yi bu liang bu yi qi zou
all because of 1 thing, just 1 short 3 words thing.
i love you(:
you said you'll hold my hand tight, make sure u mark your word.
behbey, promise me u wun leave me in the lurch,
promise me you;ll be there
when i needed you.
i hav a behbey boii in a behbey world ! ><><
ai ni! (:

SPIN THAT RECORD, BEHBEY ! (:

2009-03-24T06:16:00.000-07:00

HELLOWHS ! (:
hahas(:
will be a short & sweet one(:
hmmm...
basically...
today had full dress rehearsal for up-coming sku opening on friday(:
hahas(:
with SJAB^^
hahas(:
dhere'es this guy opposite me, who keep making me laugh lohs (:
lawls.xp
sec 3 der(:
hahas(:
it was funn though it was tiring(:
friday....is the day(:

BEHBEY BOII(:
there's onlyy one word two say those three words four you....
I LOVE YOU(:
hahas(:
even if the sky were to fall apart one day, i'll still love you
even if the world's ending tomorrow, i'll still love you
if you've somehow fallen for someone, well ,i'll still love you though(:
haahs(:
missing you, loving you.
you're my boii, now and forever, yeah?(:

(:

2009-03-21T01:40:00.000-07:00

Hellowhs(:
im posting again:D
hahas(:
woots ! (: today so hyped up ! (:
hahahs(:
you wouls wanna knoe wy rights ? (:
hahas(:

Today got North Division camp craft challenge(:
hahas(:
so after all the trainings....
our efforts did not go to waste ! :)
hahas(:
well, have to pitch tent, kitchen dresser cum working table, and flag stuff
within 3 hours maximum.
We finished before the timing, but still veryy long leh...
haiyo...xp
i agree that the gadget looks the coolest(:
hahas(:
dhen...woah....unexpectedly sia...
lemme tell you...
madam Mas giving out the prizes, there are certificate of participations to be given out.
amazingly, i thought yishun town was gonna be said after yishun sec,
but the judges stopped at yishun sec.
we were like oh my gawd!(:
me and xin xian look at each other, dhen e ma'am announced it(:
The 3rd place goes to....
YTSS ! (:
though 3rd is not anything to you, it meant a lot to us.
And this means we have a chance to participate in camp challenge in June:D
yay ! (:
im anticipating it....xD
hahas(:
Thank you Madam Mas, guiders, uncle ghaus(isit spelled liddat?:x), uncle salim ! (:
i love you all ! (:
hey, good job people ! (:
we did not get the first from the back,
phew!xp
jia yous ! (:

ZK LG ! (: hahas(: faster come back leh...D:
fly back here,
stand by me,
i have so many things to tell you,
i miss you ! D:
hey hey !(: i love you(:
and i dreamt something...
when you come back leh dhen tell me(:
i'll tell you. xD
><>

waaa....so tired.

2009-03-18T01:53:00.000-07:00

HELLOWHS!(:

Fever was gone, again!(:
today went back to school again.wy?
B-R-I-D-G-I-N-G! haiya!
so lil people go. 2e6 de like onii got 6 people?
pathetic.
2n2 class de people also veryy lil, plus class lock,
so....we combined class:D
funn leh....okayy...quite onli...
lawls.

17th march,
my fever was gone.
yesterday morning 8 i clock got training.D:
haiya...so tired...
i pissed sia.
that women larh.
people in the team should know is who.
waa!
pek ck with her.
lawls.
slack until..........
haiz...
cook up with all sorts of stories,
okayy lorh, u win lohs!

To you: hellowhs! not onlyy u will get scolded by parents? like duh! whose parents wun be worrid about their child if they have cca in school from morning 8 o clock to like 7pm without informing them? please larh, think cann anot? dun make people hate you. And pls pls pls! dun think everybody jio-ing you. the bird not looking at you you say it looking at you. wtf man.=.- cann like go for check up anot? nah beis...cant work with you, totally! Fine, you wanna lie, okayh. But the problem is you lie you also dunno how to lie. what the hell. got so many second thought people know you lying already larh. right? common sense leh...

at night, my fever came back to haunt me again!(:

monday,16th march

Haiya....today also got training one.
dunnid ask de
everyday got go back school at least once.
my holiday is packed.
with mountains of homework.
cca fer competition de training, bridging, everyday im busy.
except sundays. when im like free, but actually not
cause i actually still have tuition!
dammit!
haiya!
this holiday not holiday lorh. i rather go to school.
its better.
im missing 2e6!D:
i miss all the bombings!):
tyme faster passs, i wanna go sku!
haish...
i see her fac i wanna laugh, cannot tehan!
waaaa, whol competition team peopple not onlii you need go home early.
you say what? cause march holidays needa go home early.
dhen what, we dunnid our rest?
hellowhs?!
competition islike on saturday and you cann actuallyy sae that you wanted more rest?
pls! this competition is more than just training!
you cannot want to do then do
dun awnt do dun do want lorh.
liddat in the first place, wy did you say yes?
pls! this is important,
to not just our company,
not just the school,
but for each and everyone of us in the company!
please change your unwillingness in doing things de attitude.
i dun like, seriously!
who likes?!

o.x and i came down with a fever(:

To LG:
LG! y holidays are like shyt. cant have enough rest one. i have 10 homeowrks waiting.
waaa! cann die. having competition on saturday! so scared, and thats wy almost everyday go bak sku...D:
haish....wahs. you have to go malaysia on saturday...haish...i miss you lohs...lik so damn a lot. A heart so cold, it needs the warmth, and i believe you'll be my warmth bahs?
wun break my heart horh?
please. i handed it to you, pls pls pls! dun break it.
i dun wanna brace the storm alone.
i dun wan you to watch happily as i fall.
pls!
i seriously love you derh, trust me.
i cant suvive without you.
but im afraid.very afraid.
im afraid that i;ve gotten myself into a love triangle.
how? prove me wrong pls!D;

argh!

2009-03-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

Today. BC day.
lawls.
was in sku. called BC day mehs?
lawls. neva mind.
home economics was interesting, watch-ed movie mahs(:
D&T and art people complain say veryy sianz.
dunnno lehs. luck y i chose a right subject?
hmmm....

i cant stand it lerh.
this life of mine is killing me.
wtf. i get blame for every single thing.
well, though i noe as a sister, i have a high responsibility in taking care of this brother of mine.
okayh, fine, i admit to that.
but dunt u think its a lil too overboard?
his fault, he scolded, blah blah blah, lead to me, my fault.
in the end its like im e penaltied person. like wth. innocent can?
maybe they dunno how to judge. i should have known.
they were biased to him all the while, so wy would they be good to me?
jiu, they just dun spare a thot on me.
he flunks his tests, my fault.
he misbehave, my fault.
he starts a fight, my fault.
is there still justice in this world?
wy is the world so cold? too cold.
im getting sick and tired of this life.
im so stresed up.
im tired, do they noe?
they dun, they dun even care.
do i even BELONG in this family?
im like the lost puzzle piece in a puzzle, unable to find its spot to fit itself in.
this world is like leaving me out. whats wrong?
argh!!!!
wy me, of all people?
wy these, of all other parents?
im tired, veryy tired.
someone just lend me a shoulder to lean on...

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hart pain...D:

2009-03-09T06:40:00.000-07:00

10.15am in the morning, i wrote in this small diary book of mine,
cause miss koh wasnt around too...

It has been 26 hours and 15 minutes since you left.
dhere is still 62 more hours.
so long.
im waiting and waiting....
im so missing you,
im so wanting you.
how i wish you were the one beside me now
and reading a storybook.
i would stare at you,
and admire you,
for i know you wun be dhere for long.
now, you're away.
my heart's aching.
you took my heart away on this fateful day
it has been 7 days,
a week to be exact...
it may be short,
but wy,
wy
am i missing you so much.
You'll onlyy be back on wednesday,
i'll miss you till i've gone mad by that tyme,
i;d say.
My life is in your hands, my survival is depending on you.
dun leave me in the lurch,
for i have not the courage to brace the brewing storm.
dun ever, ever let me go...
it's you i care for, it's you i love,
it's you i'll miss terribly if you were gone one day...
Without you, im just
NOTHING.

behbey, wo ai ni, bu yao diu xia wo yi ge ren, hao mahs?
ni zai wo shen bian de zhi yi ke,
zhe yi fen,
zhe yi miao,
wo duo mo xi wang shi jian neng zhan ting zai zhe li...
let me have a good look at you before you go away,
please...

missing u liao...D:

2009-03-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

It's 9.00 pm now... This morning you went. It has been 12 hours and 55 minutes.
oh my gawd.
how tyme flew.
it hasn't even been a day.
my halfed-hart is looking for its partner alr.
how am i to survive for another 75 more hours?
im gonna die, man.
i miss you, like now.
so badly.
but what can i do?
the answer is, nothing.
what am i suppose to do?
the answer is, wait.
i'll wait for your return.
im missing you, loving you and wanting you right now.
it hasn't been a dae and its hell for me.
i wish u were here now.
when we talked on phone,
the three words that u said
is deeply eyched in me.
i love you,
i miss you.
O.Z.K.

didi
-he is ever friendly(:
-never fails to compliment mii(:
-as cute as ever(:
-as cool as ever(:
-my dearest didi, i'd sae(:
-but, however, im sad to say, you cant replace HIM.
-lawls. and i cant replace your HER,
-so, ever cool sworn bro and sis we shall be. xD
-i hope ur fren dun so unfriendly.
-i talk to him ask him reply.
-if not i'll feel like so sad.
-but dhen u never fail to tok to mi(:
-appreciate it, thanks(:

yawhs!(:

2009-03-02T04:40:00.000-08:00

heyhs people!:D im bak to blogging(:

To HIM:
i love you. if only you were by my side holding me tight now....D:
maybe someday we passed by each other,
but we missed each other.
cha jian er guo lerh.
maybe we were so close,
yet frustratingly far away...
i wanna see you, but you cantD:
oh wells.
i think that even when u see me lerh,
you wun say that again.
you would regret.
that's what i think.
I'm not as perfect as you think i am, behbey.
im just a normal person like anyone arnd.
But for now, i like what stays.
im glad that i know you.
though im here and you're there,
i know that when we stare up in the deep blue,
we're looking at the same sky(:
ily(:

basically, ytd, 1st march.
was funn.

O.o tiring.

2009-02-28T00:17:00.000-08:00

yawhs people!:D
basically. i'll start with yesterday.
had geography term test; was okayh.
dhen had to prepare for PTR duty.
was tiring standing whole day.
end-ed at about 10.
on going to north point the way,
i realised li yi veryy poor thing.
my sku got like so freaking manyy xiao qiangs!=.-
yew! oh my gawd.
lawls. dun dare step:x
went to eat a lil bit thing with xin xian and li yi:D
hahas(:
talked manii things(:
dhen went home at 11 and reached home at 11.30
tiring! bath-ed and sleep-ed,
so neva blog:x ps.

tahday...
hmmm...
had north-d competition training(:
met xin xian for breakfast. hahas(:
we veryy early reach sku sia:D
did flag stuff. npcc sirs taught us.
we laernt, and i kinda injured.
got stupid blister.
freaking pain lorh.
zzz. must persevere.
the two sirs were quite funny and nice to get along wih
BUT
when they fierce, dun play play horh!
but still was fun cause learn new things(:
1. Teck Wei sir.
2. Bernard sir.
thanks ar:D
aft, did gadgets--the skeleton of it. to cfm e design.
lawls.
ate at kfc and went home at 3.30XD
hahas(:
so yeah, so far, thats all ppl:D

dammit

2009-02-25T04:56:00.000-08:00

heyhs people:D

yawhs. (that's the in thing in 2e6 now!(: started from krystal they all(:)
hahas(:
ouh yarr
Adding on to yesterday's post, wah fark
Damn pek cek with the upper sec NT ppl
nah bei larr
my phone almost gone case cause of them=.-
cheebye
i feel like putting shyt into their mouth
fed up lorr
almost flew from the third floor to the flat ground
they luckyy....if not they sure die
confirm plus chop
this is called what, u noe?
BULLYING
Jia hao, me, mayresh and qamarul
still swee swee chain sia
wahs. mayresh sae they on purpose
dunno larr. they bang mii thats all i care
pissed about this
zzz....idiot people do idiotic things.zzz.dun wanna sae 'em , say lerr my blood boil.

Today...
hmmm
basically
science had surprise test cos boiis were noisy-.-
geog went comp lab do mindmap=.- comp so laggy.-.-
maths went comp lab do congruency. that lab even worse, oh please...
Iap grp discussion for proposal
glad that i've changed grp
lawls
cant work with him

today also veryy pek cek. nugget larh
seriously nth between me and wei ern larh!
s-t-u-p-i-d
spreading this idiot rumour is not a work to be done
like wth. =.- we're plain frens. frens neva sms one meh?
wth
siao eh
stop doing that, u noe hu u
i dunnid sae
swear im not gonna talk to you liao
gonna dao u dao u and DAO u
thanks to your rumour
blame it on yourself
nobody else
get the facts right before u say anything yawh?
dun malign innocent people
get it?
clear?

O.o term tests....die.

2009-02-24T01:50:00.001-08:00

heyhs.
hellowhs.
i know you people miss me a lort! XD
teeheex^^
anyways.
yeah. enjoying class 2e6 so far(:
jokers around, cool, lessons wont be dead(:
hahas(:
nyways, term test starts tomorrow:x
cam liao.
i know i've gotta study so this post wun be too long.
life in yishun town needs a lot of "battery". haiz...
okayh. gotta go study lerr! i love eu!(:
leave a tag, alrights?(:
to all those whose exams have already started or is starting tomorrow,
ALL THE BEST yarr?(:

takkaires!(:

i'm sad!D:

2009-02-06T05:46:00.000-08:00

hi people! i'm posting again!(: yeahs, i know my blog has been dead for like one month one week and one day! like wth=.- i didn't knoe that. to those who are anticipating to read my blog, sorryy larh. been busyy of late cause of cca and the mountains of homework. actually, not mountains. is e level of difficulty between secondary one and two. haish. like so much of a difference. i hope i cann cope well larh.

this week de monday, 2nd february, some students from a sku in beijing came to yishun town!(: my class had 3: namely, Wen Tao(e tall and cool) Tian Qi( e cute cute blur blur) and tong tong ( e chio bu) i didnt relli talked to the, until today, i dunno wy. something within tells me to open my mouth and so i did. but tahdays tyme seemed super fast. We chat chat chat already dhen after sku we had cca, so cannot accompany them. As it was their last day in yishun town secondary sku to relli study with us, i felt sad.D: Maybe perhaphs its becaus eof the fact that, though its just a mere 5 days with us, they had became part of 2e6(: And the thought that they are leaving us pretty soon saddens mii and other people too. i think everyone in 2e6 will not forget them larh. Except for that ernest, like what the hell larh he. So bad, to think that he is actually veryy happyy that e beijing people are spending the last day in yishun town with us. i feell that he veryy, i dunno how to describe. bad? haish. They are our visitors, you wouldnt wanna hear anything of this king when u go to their sku in Beijing right? its like hurtful, SUPEr hurtful larh. well, mii and angela are examples of whom will reallyy miss the three of them:D according to madam Ho, soem might have the chance to visit beijing and live with them for a week or so.if possible , i will like to take up this challenge. and not just for the challenge, i hope that i will go to the school the three of them are in and find them dhere. if i reallyy do find dhem there, i will be like so happy/ its like affinity larh. We are made to be frens okayh? and i will be so happy. well, i hope i cann go! And yarr, they are leaving Singapore on sunday already): lucky i had their e-mails so cann still stay in contact through e-mail. Most important of all, we enjoyed our tyme with them and i hope that they will have this chance to come to yidhun town secondary sku again. And i am going to chat with them, alright. Tong tong, tian qi, Wen tao; i'll remember the three of u now and forever! you people have left your footprints in my heart for i will not forget the people who had done so. So yeah, although we are in different parts of the world, i believe nothing will spoil our friendship. And i reallyy hope to see u people again.(: Bye people.): Takkaire! ho hui you qi!

2008-12-29T05:19:00.000-08:00

hello(: havent been posting for quite a long tyme lerr...
FLASHBACK...
25th dec,
went to frens' hse, which was just beside my block== to celebrate e day of joy and giving(: yupp.sure was funn larr. but this year lyk, everyone not excited liddat. no dong jing. dead silence sia. i was lyk O___O. wth.had a surprise guest and delicacies. uber nice + funn:D

26th dec,
had to go back to sku for training....D: it was tent pitching. but we were so lucky, it rained:D haahas. had been raining e past few days lorr, dhen e field will nuah nuah one. like. EEW! lyk shyt liddat. haiz. did drilling, i only have one word to describe, tough. tough being e timer and doing e action at e same tyme. will forget oneD: yupp. thats e important thing for that day.

27th dec,
went back to school, again. have dunno what UG inter-competition. had 15 men 30 leg race and archery. archery, we lost. 15 men legged race was lucky lucky get 2nd place one lorr. lolx. dhen is kena forced to join lorr. dhey neva use e ppl they chosen. like wth=.- no fair. butt, lucky, it was funn. so yupp. dhen at night went dhere(many of u noe is where, dun think dirty) help parents dhen saw him help his mother:D, almost like everyday also have. lolx, no big deal.

28th dec,
yestersay, had tuition at 1. dhen after dhat went dhere, again, help parents. dad went fishing wiht his frens, dhen got one seahorse homeE(: i know a lort of you wun believe one. i believe what i see, thats enugh(: it's e same thing again(:

29th dec,
today. chiong geohraphy research. nw going chiong history de. haiz. so sad. dun ask wy, cos dun want and cannot tell you. so yarr, now going chiong liaos. bye(:

just hope that holidays could be more relaxing and more funn...

2008-11-27T04:23:00.000-08:00

Hello.(: havent been posting for one month++(: hahas.>< now is holidays....busy doing things. doing what? homework. lolx. liek wth?=.- according to the dictionary, holiday was supposedly to mean: A day free from work that one may spend at leisure, especially a day on which custom or the law dictates a halting of general business activity to commemorate or celebrate a particular event. But we celebarate what? celebrate shyt eh? We have homework. okayh lohs, sku ying liao lors, bo bian, have to do mahs, i guess tt's part an parcel of life lars, lolx. Geography, histosy and higher mother tongue, i tell u hor, i do until veryy pek cek. all veryy chim lei, must do what brochure what defination what book review. si mi sai. like, okayh lor, u(cher) win loh! zzz....have been having training during holidays too....was super duper uber tired doing gagdets i tell you, especially when u having mood swings and e pole seem to like dun want to "cooperate" with u, i tell u, cam liao lers. break pole must pay miney=.- what theory lai de? okayh, fine. today also got gadgets, actutally i dunnid go one, but i go. like, totally tyme-consuming. lolx. aws..D= haishh. this holiday, bu yao ye ba ler. lolx. no use, holiday throw so manii homework, the teachers dunnid do anything. so good, dhen we, who ar suppose to relax and enjoy our holidays turn out to be e "hardworking pupils" . okayh fine, whateva, zhe kou qi wo hai yan de xia. yar. enugh of complainings. Sunday's kor's birthday(: Kor, if u ar ever reading this, i wish u happy birthday!(beforehand) and sorry, i dun have any presents for you.=x i dunno how to post to you, needless to say wha to even buy fer you. sorryy arhs. Recently, you ar busy with e competition, i wish you and your grp of hpy good good good good good good good good lark!(: once again, zhu ni sheng ri kuai ler.xp hahas. jia yous, i know u cann ders(:

backa in posting peeps=]]

2008-10-17T05:36:00.000-07:00

HArloes ppl~=]] i'm backa in posting!XD happie rite? haha...craps...yupp...todae bo school...shiok=D
Well today was supposed to go out wiht pei lih, sherrin, frederick, shu ji and manii manii more der....but haiya...how saddening seyhsD=
Some have band, frderick and shu ji going out wiht their frens, sherrin gort wedding dinner to attend to...*sigh* but....neva mind luh...there will always be another tyme we cann fix to go out tgt der...rite ppl? hehe^^
okayy....so i slept!! somehow, like a pig todae...sianz mah...then gg got homework...=.= have to do, bo bian! haish...and ouh yar! heyy ppl=]] i finally changed my blog skin lers...hahaha=) with the help of my ka cheng and dearh dearh asmaaXD thank you both=) hmmm...verii sianz leix suddenly no school... nothing to do at home sial...school faster start!!=D
ouh yar....post-exam activity....1e4 is going to admiralty parkD= my my....haaish...not our choice loh...but too bad too sad...year master sae de cnnot zao fan...sianz... hmmm...i find the boiis in 1e4 verii selfish...in hokkien we sae "kiam siap"wtf luh... even a mere $2 per person for pizza also dun want...sianz....u boiis good loh...haiz...*speechless*we were intending to plae waterbomb luh but i need ppl to help mii pump and stuff. prepare the water bomb. text mii if u guys are kind ppl that will help mii out yar?=D tyty, and see you guys soon^^

today was homework dae...=XX

2008-09-05T01:08:00.000-07:00

Today....hmmm... it's like a normal day... wake up...slack in bed. Then, eat. i had prawn noodles for lunch. =DD De-li-cious! then wath tv a while, my bro have to go school for tuition. i was so happy. no quarreling.Muahaha. i am so evil....XDD
2 and a 1/2 hours veryy fast sia....he is bak....sianz...nvm... he watching television dun care him. later then shout at him. XDD haha. something was wrong with my bloggie...dunno wy...just cannot go tag board and see...and veryy lagg...=.=
I call for SOS...luckily asmaa knows how to fi it... and the problem was solved... XDD thanks chio bu asmaa...haha...of course not forgetting amelia who helped mii with the blog skin and stuff....you two are LOVE-D.... haha...relak frens...i still luv u all....just that these 2 are given more love.=X haha. *no offence*
And yar, recently i linked a lot of ppl ,shannon, hong shing, hua jian,pearlyn,jacqueline and i dunno liao. a lot jiu dui liao... well...those ppl that haven link mii and see my blog liao hor, betta link wo hor...if not i humtum u...haha... jkjk...juzt link mii up yar? thanks frens.=DD i luv u all... XD
School re-opening, need chiong homework already...buai buai... XDD

holidays...sianz...=.=

2008-09-02T06:48:00.000-07:00

Aye... SIANZ...now holidays liaoz....one pathetic week ye shaung arhs? zzz...-.- homework like mountain sia...wtf... stilll got what e-learning or what? haiyo. anyway. i dun give a chee bye damn. muahaha...
So many homework i rather normal school days study in school sia... can play and slak with frens. COOL frens like amelia, amira, fiona, jie liang,shannon, daniel. haha. veryy shiok lolx!XDD ,am, i miss my frens! haiz...
school is re-opening 5 days later...is like wtf.=.= i hate mother tongue. going bak to school is fun but having to have to listen to that teacher nag or teach... i wuld rather die. go in her class is as though you;re in la la la land. lolx.haha... but lucky... i going out tomorrow and lucky xuan zheng call mii chat sometimes*think straight again ppl* if not i tell u i sure bored to death one. lolx. end-of-year exam! wtf. nxt yr have streaming. better start mugging liaoz. so yar...buai and takkaire ppl! XDD

sry for long tyme no post

2008-08-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

ouhk...hiie ppl...it has been long since i posted...about almost 10 days?! oh my god...it jux came to my realisation...=]] haha. psps... todae wednesday, so can go sch late but i always take my father's shun feng che, reach sch at 7.30 when a cann reach at 8.30. muahaha. alacking in school was fun!=DD haha...wow...during pe had assessment. lolx. played with 4 of 1e5 girls...haiz...veryy weird lolx they play until..haiz...but nvms... itsover!=DD boys so good...sch reopen then assessment sia....wtf...haiz...so suayy...

mother tongue...listen to cao lao shi....haiz.sianz luhx....go sleep go sleep. good night! lolx! muahaha. haiz... cant understand yy... then was science... f.t. mrs wong taught us sexual reproduction...1e4 is sick in the mind!=DD[oops...cannot sae more, if not later my classmates read liao comne humtum mi i die!=x *no offence ppl] muahaha...yea... then yar....mr. toh is going back to NIE soon...so sad and i dunno yy... probably cos cannot slak during science sometimes lerx? lolx=x haiz...
Then was english...recap on AFter you my dear alphonse fer test at 2.30pm. haiz...some of it quite hard...later fail how? good lark to myself then...haha/=.=
After the test...played ball*think straight* with eugene. jie liang, cai jing(dno how to spell) and some unknown guy that i foud he was quite humorous today...muahaha. ( no offence to that guy cos i dno yar name) haiz... okayy....then yar...i guess ther's nth fer mi to sae liao, so... buai buai... XDD

lessons were normal but more fun than usual...=]]

2008-08-18T06:16:00.001-07:00

Lessons were just normal... just that some ppl "shown" their "potential", or should i say lame jokes that made us laugh?(: haha...gahh...i dunno what i am typing but...nvm...
Anyway...First thing in the morning...Daniel Seah...wow....so pro...There is this science worksheet that we have to complete over the weekend. Then he neva do so he do in class luhx... A lot ppl neva do sia...haha... But i veryy guai i got do leix...=DD haha...Since when did boys have ova(egg) and girls have testes? oh my god...haha...dman funny larx...
Then pe was first period...Then mr. nirav cracking jokes about us "playing" basketball although we are still in the process of learning-.- Then Daniel again!! mwahaha...=]] He take the ball, dribbling and dribbling at the same place...neva move...=.= Err... Daniel...liddat how to score uhs? haiyoz...dun be such a blur king cann?=X (no offence uhs)... haha...
Then nothing much happened during english, after which was science...wakaka...Serene was veryy funnyy. Cos teacher teaching a topic known as....SEXUAL REPRODUCTION! She kept bombarding mr. Toh with questions!(: Half way through the lesson...cos during puberty...girls' ahem ahem will develop.... then suddenly Serene shouted: But teacher got ppl [A] cup one leix... The whole class laugh like crazy(: haha...
Then was maths olymp. wow....i cant believe that one three ppl are so bo liao... Thomas, Ho Fung and keng guan(dno how to spell, spell wrong not my prob) super lame....guess what games they play!? 1...2...3... okayy give up uhs... POKEMON!!!!???oh my god... It's not like they are still primary school kids lolx... hello? They sec one liaoz sia...heyy cann grow up anot?? childish.(= [no offence]=X
Ya...today was a veryy cool day!=DD Haha...nothing to post liaoz...Bye! see ya!!!=DD

err.... i dunno...

2008-08-15T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...dunno yy suddenly go make blog sia....mayb kana influenced...but this blog will not always be updated de....=D hehehe.... sorry ^^
lessons were somehow more fun or interesting todae? haiz.... dunno sey... maybe because today last dae of term test....
damn it la... i scared of my results lolx... especially HISTORY! its like so difficult sia....tt y i dun like history...XD

err....nothing to sae liao i guess...=]]