date:Friday, March 5, 2010
time:7:04 PM
title:
my blog is dead for dont knoe how long lerh.
here to revive it :D
its been hectic weeks of sec three. Term one's ending.
tyme flies aye ?
seriously need to bulk up in my studies lohs .
like what the hell . im gonna die if i stay like this.
LOLOL. This is onlyy th starting...
everytyme i saw you , didnt dare to open my mouth.
there's this restriction within me , i couldnt muster th courage to talk to you.
i bloody hell hate myself .
should i open my bloody golden mouth ?
but i know ,
saranghae (:
date:Tuesday, September 1, 2009
time:6:14 AM
title:if tyme could only stand still.
i'd rather stay 14.
i'd rather be alone.
i'd rather be with my frens.
i'd rather stay in school.
i dont wanna grow up.
i couldnt face my future.
the reality in front of my life's path.
i didnt want to.
bet its gonna be full of pain.
its gonna be hurting.
im not prepared.
i didnt want to embrace it.
today i damn fucked up sianz at home larh.
wth. i prefer sku. at least got my frens.
they rock like nno one's business.
hah. gawd. i missed saturday.
epic high me. LOL>
i wish tyme would stay dhere. lol. WISH.
hahas[: i dont noe what to say liao.
so bye bye. ciaozxc.
eoy exam is coming up. i need to buck up.
ladies and gentlebots, i need your tutorials.
tyvm. i love you.[:
Labels: aint ready to embrace the storm alone.
date:Monday, August 31, 2009
time:5:52 AM
title:'cuz hearts will break...
lets turn back tyme to saturday, 29 august 2009.
morning i woke up at arnd 7.00am
lol. i had pre-camp trng.
taxi-ed to sku with xin xian[: (as usual)
dhen build tent. xx cooking.
blahh blahh. fast forward tyme~~~
the pasta was nice[:
the trng ends at approximately 2.30 and me and xx chiong-ed home to bathe.
we had to get bak to sku by 3.30 cos we had rod. LOL.
hahas[: we taxi-ed to sku again:D funn leyy[:
the ncc was later than us. Lol. how cann liddat.xD
the sky blue shirt and the baby pink shirt looks uber nice cann!:D
everryone wore different socks[: so cool![:
i sprayed my hand blue cos my gloves disappeared!=x now still got abit of the ink.
zomg. camwhore-d with RIFDI,HAZIQ & DEARH PEI YEE! [:
so nice![: woots. the four of us so high.xD
i liked the night! but it just whozzed past so quickly.):
how saddening. im still thinking about saturday now.
if onlyy tyme could stay still and stop on that very night...
RIFDI!
PEIYEE!
HAZIQ!
SYAFIQ!
ELVIN!
-at least you guys talked to me. unlike th others.
anti-social. whateva lorh. so pek cek cann!
i will miss that faithful night.
monday.31st august2009
its teachers day celebration.
released earlehh today.
didnt go bak prim sku cos lotsa ppl were busy.
so i watched movie with xx and py.
the proposal. super nice.
when i gpot home. the ranting starts.
when will it ever stop?):
mum,dad, get-a-life!
you guys kept saying my results sucked this term.
"i didnt work hard"
"always stay out late"
"results drop so much"
" too skacking"
"ask you help your bro, you dont want, always give excuses"
im typing out what you guys always nagged over the phone.
do you understand me? have you ever spared a thought for me? NO.
im always the one receiving pressure though my resukts were much better off than his.
oh please. this is plain biased-ness. you often say he hopeless cann only rely on me.
my foot! you didnt give him pressure and just a few sweet nothings and your heart melted.
then i get the scoldings and he got the get-aways.
fine lorh. my fault my fault. he SO INNOCENT okayh? happy?
no matter how hard i work, nth chipped into your head,
NOTHING. not my efforts. not my results. not the pressure im facing.
but plain nothing. just your constant so called "for my sake".
for once, mum, dad, stop it.
the 6 slashes on my hand reminds me of the number of times i had to face this, all alone.
and do you both noe the pain? NO,
Labels: no matter how much i tried nothing sunks in nothing was salvaged.
date:Wednesday, August 26, 2009
time:4:11 AM
title:dhere's nothing else i can do.
phew. today was a kewl day i suppose.
had pe early in the morning. played floorball.
FUNN! :D esp, with angela, krystal and joanne chan![:
hahas[: sumpa.
dhenw as mother tongue. had listening comprehension. LOL.
geography i got bak test paper[:
quite happy with the results[:
science miss koh never come.LOL.
kinda slacking period for all of us.(:
today after sku i nth on lorh[:
how sad!D:
today i reached home super early. 3.30 wth.
dhen i do sudoku until i fell asleep=.-
whats wrong with my heart?
its feeling LOST. guess it has lost its sense of direction.
aimlessly walking in the packed market,
i constantly think. constantly thinking of you.
hope my life continues to be filled with many ppl;
i need to wake up.
from my once so called fantasy land.
& i need your help.
Labels: i swear upon the stars with all my heart that there's something called love within me.
date:Tuesday, August 25, 2009
time:9:51 PM
title:cuz when you're not there enough, nothing seems to go right.
today, life's not normal.
when you get all the funneh funneh stressful things encircling around you.
lemme tell you, it totally sucks.
its not fun. nor thrilling.
its just plain shyty.
dang. all the lil lil things in my life are irking me.
freaking hellish lawt.
today i not happy. emo-ed during recess.
gahhhhh; what to do?
i've a shyt life.
after sku have indian thriller. LOL.
intending to modify the steps. and luckily the sec 1s ncc came bak in tyme and dance with us.
if not GG will be so retarded cann! ty ppl[: SAVIOURS![:
i had funn with them. i met new juniors & im proud[:
1. syafiq
2.elvin
3.rivdi
4.hazim
5.haziq
5.wei keong
6.koi heng
7.irwan
8.daniel
9.wei xiang
still have; but i forgotten lerh=s
they cheered me alot better up! [:
ty guys!xD
sexy bf, you're still the nicest guy alright! :D
Labels: it was my mis-interpretation of life.
date:Monday, August 24, 2009
time:6:43 AM
title:cos when no one's dhere to hold you on.
never thot i'd felt this way;
cause ever since it started, it didn;t stop.
i need a lil bit more of a courage.
today i am on my ups and downs.
i had iap. cooked cookies. me with poh yong same grp.
our cookies fantastico; one and onlyy type in the world.
you noe wy> i tell you.
cos it's plain chao ta! when all u taste is the burnt part.
im gonna get food poisoning soon.
lol.
dhen was mother tongue then english and maths,
after sku still got malay.
i didnt sleep during malay today.
i was talkign with my sexy hot bf[:
hahas[: he so nice:D
whoos~ lahh lahh(:
tomorrow hav LSP paper 3; cfm guarantee chop dead.
haiz. how how? who cann save me?
haiz.im ddying. deep down inside.
i've no idea whats becoming of me.
my life is screwed; so screwed.
tml might be a better day cuz my sexy hot bf would be in sku.[:
hahas[: guess nid go prepare test lerh. ciaozxc.[:
Labels: all in all [i love you]
date:Thursday, August 20, 2009
time:6:11 AM
title:die. i want study liao.
zech said he would help mi in my humans and maths and science.
sad for him. i so dumb.(:
in return; i will help him with chinese,LOL.
aiyohhh, term test sure die for me.
awh....life so boring. use comp i dno what to do.
lol. tmd man. aiyohhh.
tml i have training. OMG.
sec2 life gonna end leyy.
omg. i so gonna miss my fwens.
phew. reflecting bak into my life.
i've slacked too much. haiz.
buck up man!i so gonna die lahh/.
tmd,tmd.tmd,tmd,
zomg.
he is so SUPER NICE.
Tyty sexy bf [:
Labels: i love you sexy bf [:
